Nicole Kidman Is Being Personal

According to some movie star, the key to keeping their sanity is privacy. And Nicole Kidman is one of those celebrities. Nevertheless, in a latest talk, the Oscar-winning actress unlocked up (a little) about her private life.

The first topic on Nicole Kidman’s list was her miscarriage with ex-husband Tom Cruise. The couple was married for nearly 10 years, and at the starting of their marriage she had a heartbreaking lost pregnancy.

“From the minute Tom and I were married, I wanted to have babies. And we lost a baby early on, so that was really very traumatic. And that’s when we would adopt (daughter) Bella.” Nicole Kidman stated.

She went on to talk concerning how alone she was the night she prevailed the 2003 Best Actress Academy award for The Hours. “It felt big. It felt lonely and big. You’re in a hotel and you’re like, okay well, I’m sitting in this big suite with an Oscar, and I still don’t have a life. What is wrong with me? It hit home that I needed to get a life. Who do I jump on the bed with, and celebrate with, and order pancakes with?”

Nicole Kidman exposed that the excitement of such a prominent award was provisional. “That was painful, not having that person to share it with. That’s why it was more for my mom and dad and my kids. But even the kids were young enough that they were like, ‘Oh, cool. Over. Move on. Not interested.’ “

As for her get-together with her spouse Keith Urban, the Eyes Wide Shut actress says it was a unexpected occasion. “I think we were two lonely people. I would probably say that two very lonely people managed to meet at a time when they could open themselves to each other,” she says. “We were a mixture of frightened and brave.”

And concerning about Urban’s rehab stint, just four months after their wedding, Nicole Kidman said, “It was very painful, deeply painful. We were in a very, very, very bad, painful place, and have managed to step through it, and I hope that gives some people some hope who may be in the same place. And that’s enough said. Anything else is overindulgent and unnecessary right now. And I think it jinxes it, in a way, and that’s why I don’t go on about my enormous feelings for this man.”